Weight loss and update

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 So I fell of the diet wagon today. I don't know if it was just nerves because deep down I'm scared of the up coming surgery or what. It feels like I can't get motivated and like I'm going to be stuck this way forever. So far today I've had

• No breakfast ( I was to nervous before my pre op to eat )
• One soda no lunch
• Another soda
• Dinner which included potatoes & cheese :( But also ground turkey and peas :)
• 2 more sodas

Grrrr just grrrr lol.

Update number 1. Implanon.

It's been I don't know roughly a week? Since I got the Implanon birth control out. I'm healed I have a little tiny tiny like about the width of a pensil eraser purplish scar. Blisters from the band aid allergy finally healed to.

Side effects:

 - MY HORMOANS ARE OUT OF CONTROL

I'm serious I can feel my emotions spiraling out of control.

 - I'm really really really tired all the time for the past week.

 - My face is braking out :(

 - And so far no weight loss...

Update number 2.

Kids and hubby are doing good :) Moving is going to be next on our list to do. Well packing for the move. Granted I'm not moving very far but it still has to be done. I'll try and make a mini blog about my OCD moving craziness! 

Update number 3.

There isn't one it just felt weird to only have 2 lol. I will try and keep up with all my recipes and weight loss as the weeks go on. I really don't want this blog to be nothing. It gives me strength I think.